Location St. Kevins abandoned Mental hospital, Cork.
We wanted to bring this buildings tragic story back into this modern world again, give the silenced a voice.
Countless lives having just been abandoned in here, in conditions that eventually led to it being shamefully shutdown.
From numerous articles I have read the capacity of this building seemed to continue to grow without any extensions or extra building work put in place. Reports of the finally capacity being over four times its original official size still send a shiver down my spine.
From locals you hear of the stories of the gates and railings being erected to just stop people from escaping and throwing themselves into the beautiful river Lee below to put it all to an end.
We had only one mission to tell a story.... this is how it unfolded.
I had a three people with me in the shape of two models Michelle and Paulina with our make-up artist Helena there for some special effects.
30 seconds after stepping foot inside you could already feel the energy oozing from the walls. Light leaking through the failing roof scattering shadows and shapes across the walls and the debris ridden floor adding to that the random sound of horses walking around outside.
A real dark chill could be felt tickling through your clothes and slowly seeping deep down into you. If only these walls could speak they would probably scream a deafening cry for decades to come.
As we were getting ready I walked down to the end of the corridor (now sealed off) stood there in the dark and closed my eyes for one minute in an attempt to feel the mood of the building. As I walked back towards the light I constantly felt as though we were being watched and the cold seemed to be piercing through my normally warm jacket even faster.
We talked for a few minutes and tried different shots and angles but for me one really connected it told a story through the dark damp walls, the new concrete wall put in place as though to hide or seal this place off, the graffiti "end of the line" which probably sadly summed this building up for thousands of souls, Of course the fantastic model Michelle with her amazing flexibility pulling off a back bend while keeping a haunting look of despair on her face.
The entire mood of this image even down to the slight sign of daylight coming through the wall for me personally after having been there couldn't have been better. The enclosed space the haunting look on Michelle's face and the thick all surrounding feel of the walls and dense mood of this place.
While this Photograph might give the impression of a reasonably well lit area it was anything but that, after the flash fired you couldn't see your hand in front of your face.
I hope this image and the others we took help to give the people who spent their days in here a bit of a voice and maybe we can all take a moment and appreciate the health we have.
Electro shock treatment was mandatory and believed to be a cure. The idea of constantly increasing the dosage only served to fry the victims brain. Yes they were quite afterwards but were they now just screaming inside?
After the photoshoot we had a few amazing experiences from Paulina's photo which showed someone in a straight jacket at the end of the corridor to Michelle's car handbrake failing just after the driver said he didn't believe in Spirits or Ghosts.
This building still lives and breathes by all accounts, I hope one day it can rest.